Job: I Loathe My Life
1“I loathe my life;
I will give free utterance to my complaint;
I will speak in the bitterness of my soul.*
2I will say to God, ‘Do not condemn me;
let me know why you contend against me.*
3Does it seem good to you to oppress,
to despise the work of your hands
and favor the schemes of the wicked?*
4Do you have eyes of flesh?
Do you see as humans see?*
5Are your days like the days of mortals
or your years like human years,*
6that you seek out my iniquity
and search for my sin,
7although you know that I am not guilty,
and there is no one to deliver out of your hand?*
8Your hands fashioned and made me,
and now you turn and destroy me.t,*
9Remember that you fashioned me like clay,
and will you turn me to dust again?*
10Did you not pour me out like milk
and curdle me like cheese?*
11You clothed me with skin and flesh
and knit me together with bones and sinews.
12You have granted me life and steadfast love,
and your care has preserved my spirit.*
13Yet these things you hid in your heart;
I know that this was your purpose.
14If I sin, you watch me
and do not acquit me of my iniquity.*
15If I am wicked, woe to me!
If I am righteous, I cannot lift up my head,
for I am filled with disgrace
and look upon my affliction.*
16Bold as a lion you hunt me;
you repeat your exploits against me.*
17You renew your witnesses against me
and increase your vexation toward me;
you bring fresh troops against me.u,*
18“ ‘Why did you bring me forth from the womb?
Would that I had died before any eye had seen me*
19and were as though I had not been,
carried from the womb to the grave.
20Are not the days of my life few?v
Let me alone, that I may find a little comfortw,*
21before I go, never to return,
to the land of gloom and deep darkness,
22the land of gloomx and chaos,
where light is like darkness.’ ”